Misguided teen on the road to menace.
She contemplate about joining a gang,
she presume it would bring pleasure to her pain,
the strength that she would gain,
but instead it brought her eyes to rain.
The troubles of her life of misunderstandings,
would have her doing things you may assume are fun,
but also dangerous. That’ll approach you with a fully loaded gun,
and you will not run
because of fear in your heart,
knowing that from the start
this will commence a road of darkness,
the lack of family who are not there,
your life becomes unfair.
On the streets
she sleep
because of no family to run to, just enduring.
She started messing around with this guy,
who smiled when she said hi.
They then begin chatting on several occasions.
When in consideration on moving to the next stage,
she allowed this intruder to enter
her center of fervor.
Although she was clever,
she was lost in solitude, and had nowhere to escape,
with her staying, allowed several admissions to her gate.
He might of suppose it was love, but to her it was rape.
This occurred for many years,
she drop so many tears
that a river now flows by near.
That she turned the grime into mud
which she was struck in and couldn’t get out,
but without a doubt,
she didn’t wish to die like this or live the rest of her life.
But her build up courage,
discouraged
then was gone,
and her saga was going from left to right.
This remedy was alright,
she was against the violence, but one night
her eyes saw the light
and a gang fight broke out
between the guy which put her on the path of plight.
Now she’s somewhere she didn’t want to be,
hoping for someone to see
that she felt what she did was right.
She was still young
and among those of her age,
that all have the same out-of-control rage.
She felt more comfortable being herself
because a women
she was becoming to be,
but still had that temper in her system,
and to dismiss whoever wanted it with thee.
Eventually
you’ll get tired of fighting for your life
when you feel like this is the path that was chosen,
and someone tries to offer a hand to save you,
will brighten you up to hear true words being spoken.
So she accepted this token
and tried to prepared her life once again,
but got caught up in the web with an old friend.
She accused you of creeping with her man,
but being caught in the action was well comprehend.
So another beef broiled again.
After striving to change,
she went back to her old ways,
like the old days,
instead of walking away
she decided to stay.
Mixed up with drugs,
alcohol, and hanging out at clubs,
the plug she didn’t want to pull it,
she was dedicated
to that lifestyle
like a gun is to a dumdum bullet.
In life they’re signs
that will wake you up
or that can make you ponder
and wonder
is this the reason
your life continues to be difficult.
A routine of visible
trials and tribulations,
intimidation of contemplation
on do I want to give up
and surrender my evil ways
for better days,
leave this life alone,
shouting through a microphone!
But you’re under hypnosis
to perceive comprehension
of this dimension,
so you overlook the signs
and mind your own business,
only divine eyes are the witness.
With this trouble teen going into adulthood,
you would think that the growth would
make her more understood
life about now,
but with no guidance
makes her dwell
in her existing views.
Philosophizing
that this is the way
her life is and going to maintain to be,
but if she would just open her eyes and see
that it could be a better choice.
Thinking about the one she lost, realizing he’s not coming back.
